wishing she was someone else instead?

last night my dreams made a self-declaration that it would be opposite day. and opposite day it was. all that I thought was what my subconscious mind wanted, was outlined on the basis that my heart was otherwise, with someone else. so what exactly, do I really want? because when you came running to me with open arms, I embraced you, but my mind was on someone else. someone who actually existed in my real world. someone who was not you. and for that, I realized that I am actually happy where I am in the real world. 

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Imagine getting to go on a nice getaway at this place! It’s really pricey and I would dare to dream if I made a couple of thousand bucks per week or something. This would be the place where my spare cash would go; or better yet, turning it into a holiday home. ka-ching $$.

“you didn’t have to cut me off”

when people type “lol”, do they really mean to laugh out loud? Cause’ sometimes, is something really that funny that you need to ‘laugh out loud’?

under the stars

last night, it was as if you walked into my thoughts knowing that all I wanted was a nice long dream that was filled with love and no drama. I’ve had enough of those type of nights. I was on some tour bus like the one I was on when I went to watch that Spanish dance in the small little cave houses. The bus was making sharp turns and the driver was shouting at little kids that refused to take their play dates elsewhere. With each increasing moment, with no idea where I was or why I was there, the street lights started to flicker according to our song. I assumed it was our song cause it was somehow familiar and my heart grew more excited. I finally reached this open grass area and there you were, picnic mats laid out, sleeping bags at the ready, and the stars were just brilliant. Then you took my hand and proposed to me. And every inch in my body managed to pull a weak smile. I woke up, smiling, just as I was in the dream. I guess I never got to answer you in that perfect proposal.

flight

I am somehow excited that it’s Friday. In fact, I was so excited that even though I was kinda awake before 9am, I decided to give myself another 3 hours to sleep. And I’ve been up for the past 40 mins and I’m loading the final episode of Grey’s now! (: Then while it loads, I’ll cook lunch and then enjoy lunch, and Grey’s (: have a good weekend people!